sick

i have been sick on and off since halloween
which makes sense it was mid way into the " stresses "
of a large company attempting to cut corners - and it was our job as managers -
to one not let on to our employees the extent of the shakedown -
and to keep employee morale high - how the fuck do you think that would
be even possible - it was hard - and a week after halloween - i was gone -
and i turnd into a nomadic hermit - and sick - and isolated - and whatever


so i am still sick - what ever it is i have i cant shake -
i even took a round of antibiotics - and nothing......

so i think that my quasi-relation ship that i refuse to believe that i am in
( but there is sex involved - so i don't know how to really classify it )
is not helping my health - lies do not feed the soul
chicken soup does.....