words

time…….

travel -

given the chance
to go back
or
to continue ahead


i keep dropping into
unfamiliar months
watching
waiting for that one two word sentence

and i'm off
slightly askew
limbs no longer akimbo

head first
shall i dare to stop time
and wait for you to say i don't …. again

or I won't or can't or shouldn't
or maybe not….

I won't
I can't

I shouldn't care as much as i do
(I don't care)
maybe i should

i keep chasing
and running away from time -

i fear that one day i will run out
and that one day i will have all i need
and not know what to do with either