waiting.....

i seem to be always waiting
or seemingly waiting always

for someone to tap me on my shoulder
and say wake up.
or turn on the lights and say get up.
or waiting for a phone call saying
it's time

or even that dude, telling me that's its time
and i laugh and say with relief - it's about time.

it's really all about time.
i don't care it seems
what time it is
what day it is
the fact that i don't wear a watch
or have an alarm clock to talk shit to

justifies me sleeping
justifies me

i wait
for anything out of the ordinary
to shake me loose
and set me free or freer