final push.....

two days left in az - today was good donated a lot of household items here
and goodwill
i am about 85% done with less than 2 days left
the main thing i have to do is throw shit away....

me....

you know that girl in high school/college who was fucking every body?
well i was the one she was just friends with -
you'd think that was just a phase - nope still happening.

new motto....

if you are in need, and i can help. i will. - the motto of true friends.

new beginning

i am constantly changing..... for better and for worse
but i am changing again - the focus of this blog - to be more food oriented
because there are just not enough food blogs out there.....

i'll be updating soon.

the end...?

everyone and their mother has a blog - or thinks about having a blog
and i did too - had a good run of it - close to two years
but i have been noticing - two things
one - the past month or almost no one has visited this page
which is rare... and the content is certainly lacking in quantity and quality

maybe because i am ending a chapter in my life this should end too?
doesn't really matter
no one is reading anymore
hopefully someone will
if they do
please
scan the archives
there is some good stuff here.

still doing dumb shit....

i am still in arizona - for 17 more days
and i am still doing dumb shit....
like sitting by the cell phone waiting to be texted by a married woman
so we can go out.... 8 out of 10 she'll be busy
and the other two times she shows up but still goes back to her husband
but i guess i am down for drama
and i hope i leave all this shit in arizona but i probably wont.

days.... turn into hours

i have 4 working days left..... or 32 hours or .....
i am getting pressured to find out when or what my agenda and or time frame is
which i need to figure out soon -
i don;t know how far up the coast im going
could be los angeles or santa barbara
or farther....

i don't really know what to expect on this trip
i just know im finally coming full circle
and ending what i started over 10 years ago
i'm not sure what's next - which is fine
if i never work in a restaurant/hotel kitchen again
i think i'll be fine - no wait i know i'll be fine
i am really anxious to do two things after i am done working
throwing away my alarm clock, and well i forgot the second thing.

que-ing

i'm que-ing for take off
sold two things already so now i'm tv less
which is fine - it forces me to actually do other things i'm supposed to do
and i sold a wine rack
donated a few cook books to charity and i still have 24 days left
i'm currently ahead of the game