compliments

Krista:
You are such a talented chef, I hope you don't give it up! I still get compliments on how awesome our wedding dinner was!!

things are starting to look up -

lately

been not sleeping well - not really wanting to share the why's right now - - i know it stems from the disturbing dream i had a week ago and the fact that i still wake up in the morning not knowing what to do next and still not believing that my father is dead
even though i saw him in the casket and went to his grave site on saturday.

random thoughts again

not sure - but i'd like to think that
the majority of those we consider talented or popular
just because of the jobs they hold

are just as content to think how they would fare if they were regular

we all wish to be something else
like just living is boring.

no more

i don't think i can do this anymore
writing this blog
we'll see how long this should last.

gary gnu

it is sunny and warm outside
but inside it is raining
i just read my father's medical records from
the first time to the emergency room
and the second time when he died

he was dead as soon as he hit the floor
there was no saving him....
ems did everything they could
but .....