my week thus far.....

FUCK!!!!!!!! ( red flags )

This is the only place can write - to get things out in the open and not offend anybody - I would post on facebook but I have too many people reading and this would get out.... I saw the red flags when she first started as my boss and would constantly no call no show - twice on my shifts ( red flag )- I knew that she was going through a bitter divorce and custody battle ( red flag )The second time she didn't show up the hotel's general manager called me in his office and asked me directly if she was a good boss and I threw her under the bus and said no. I thought that this was the end - but she cried and begged for her job back and she apologized to al of her employees - saying she'll do better - yes she reverted back to the same no call no show..... and ultimately got fired - I saw her on her last day she was crying and hugged me saying sorry...... I should have left it at that..... I had been texting her off and on because we had set up a bet and if she won i'd take her to lunch...... this started in like august.... She blew me off and cancelled until october - when i left and went on my 6 week vacation.... I should have left it at that - but for some strange reason I decided text her happy new year and she seemed soo happy to hear from me and we set up a breakfast date and that actually happened on the 8th of january.... she was the one who after that said we should go out to a movie - theres's this art exhibit i want to see but no one will go with me.... so i said ok - i had nothing else to do but still leery about her being flakey - so she post phoned one date to go to the exhibit but just after that my aunt passed so i shut down everything to deal with family issues - we set up another date for the exhibit and she post phoned again - so i thought at least she is giving me a heads up... so the third time's a charm right.... so two days out i texted her - asking if that tuesday was still on - giving her many chances to post phone.... and i didn't hear from her - so i went without her because the exhibit was ending in a week.... I told myself i was done..... and I was until Valentines day rolled around and i decided to text her happy v day.and that next week - this week we went out three times during the last 4 days - the last being yesterday for a movie.... she said stuff like i have the kids this weekend and if you're around we're around - I really enjoy hanging out with you etc..... So i said the same which was true.... but i think i used the wrong choice of words.. when i said we should plan a weekly breakfast date and plan for other things in the week if that was possible.... " Started seeing someone recently and have a date this weekend." my response " good luck with that. " it's really done now.