little red flags.....
i see them in the distance, i ignored them today
but in a hour and a half i might just say fuck it.....
i was lied to - but i guess its ok, since i was the one who was lying
but this goes back to my genes - about the tendency of the men in my family to stray...
but if what i believe is true - it really wasn't or I really wasn't the other man - but it was all lies and i ended up being the other man - i did not tie up too many emotions in this - but still...... deception is just that
also i am reallly glad to not be working at the ranch
freedom from being the resident bitch is nice
my thoughts are running randomly right not - good idea to just stay home
and try to herd them in and back to the barn
also still trying to find my lost 20 dollar bill
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