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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

still frustrated

i guess i need to write out my shit tonight
- im feeling trapped still
still not having any memorable dreams

i had a dream about my dad a few nights ago
he kept telling me something but i couldn't understand him
or barely hear him -
but he showed up in a dream - and that's a first

our family doesn't or didn't really celebrate the semi major holildays
like mothers day or father's day - we'd just make sure to phone them
but now
i'm going through the next year saying
oh this is the first mother's day since dad died
his birthday is soon.

i'm sure i'll have another post
i'm not done letting it all out.

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