stop doing stupid shit

You are on vacation here. 5500 miles away. I wanted a distraction - I got a few distractions which was harmless and quite entertaining. You need to hurry back - My distractions are turning into me doing stupid shit.

Stupid shit. If you found out what I was doing - whatever we are doing - friends, casual dating - whatever would end. I know if the shoe was on the other foot I'd be very angry and upset which are two different things. You don't deserve that - I need to stop but I've been doing stupid shit like this since freshman year of college. I just met you. I don't want you to end up in my list of what if's. It's horrible there.