it's your birthday......

happy birthday sarah h.

enjoy.....

.....zig zag

what do you do when the woman you should be married to is already married?

this?


i wish i could just let go sometimes but my programming forces me not to....

jessica simpson mourns her dog....

"anyone who lives in the southwest, knows that when a dog or cat is taken
by a coyote - that they will not be back - they are what you would call lunch
the same reason quail have so many children, because a certain percentage will go towards the circle of life....



this is another keyword test.....

rufusal

i refuse to let my one life highlight
involve telling random stories of how i dated that girl from the movie swordfish
geez, that was over 6 years ago and i've plateaued since then
- looking ahead for ether ( either )
a hill to climb or a hill to descend
both hills
both strenuous to my legs.....
who needs that?


if you're interested here she is.

i am a luckdragon.....

this is running into whirlpools as we speak.
the water is cold
but spirited.

i am being counter-intuitive
believing that time is relative
i don't even wear watches anymore
the stress makes me nervous
and i dont like standing still, waiting

i am forcing myself to write in this again

" I love you " - and other stories from a crack head

i have one crackhead living with me in my apartment right now
- it's not what it seems. the term " crackhead " means the apt is dirty -
depending on the degree of dis-array - is directly in relation of how many crackhead live in my apt - so one is not that bad


i am restless - wanting to go, but looking out windows waiting for rain....
and a break to this heat, the desert dries you out, turns you browner,
my stalker from my previous job just got married - so i can't even call having a stalker a success anymore - or a successful stalker - anyway

i am forcing myself to write in this again... and it's not working
i am exhausted, need new shoes, and need to eat a weeks worth of vegetables.....

Hello ma'am, would you be interested
In some sexual positions and emotional investments ?

shot...

just had a " multiple orgasm ' shot took a sip - went to sleep, twenty minutes later took another sip, went back to sleep, got up yelled out my own name etc......

stupid is as stupid does

i am postponing the inevitable - i've been good
with not doing dumb shit, but i'm about to dive in head first
no worries i can see the bottom - it's sand, it gives

koi blog pond

they will follow your cursor
if you click your mouse - you can feed them!!!!!

no names as of yet....

yet another....

my relationship with sleep - is almost as bad as my love-hate relationship with cooking.... anyway

just wondering out loud.
if i go to sleep, i will wake up and go to work - i don't want to work tomorrow
so on paper - if i don't go to sleep, i don't have to wake up therefore i shouldn't have to go to work, does that make sense?

oh btw i will find out tomorrow if im getting full time status at the job, and i have not heard from the cup cake ppl yet.............

the one thing i miss about my last job is being able to yell out falcor!! in the kitchen nd having james respond by yelling back atreyu!!!!!

chicken fried bacon....

tomorrow...

two things going on.....
an interview for a baking position
and ricky's wake - not really ready for either....

but i always pull through - i need extra money, and my brain needs to be challenged
not necessarily worried about working two jobs, because i have the time, but worried
about working and not enjoying my last 5 months here

conundrum.....

ricky gibbings

it has occured to me that a lot of people are being forwarded here - i guess that is the right word through search engines when they type in " ricky gibbings " as i fathom the sudden death of a friend - i am also just amazed at how many people he has touched in his life not only me but scores of others, always saying the same thing - he made me laugh, and i too found myself laughing at what ricky had said or was about to say, but i guess one of my greatest memories was when i was able to make him laugh - i refer to it as being foot strap pants day.... another inside joke that we shared so if you are sent here because of a search engine or other method - just know that he is missed by me and a huge amount of others and we are all sad to see him go, but know that he is watching us always

r.i.p. ricky gibbings