full circle

in a few months im going to drive back east - most possibly by myself -
and i am sort of planning the where's i want to go to -
i know that i must go back to los angeles to see my sister and up north to san francisco
to see one of the two very important women in my life right now.
i also want to go to the monterey bay aquarium

so tucson to san diego to see friends, up to los angeles
then up to san fran and berkeley
back down to sedona, tucson phx.arizona to hang out one last time
then to santa fe, dallas - then this part seems empty right now
then asheville nc, maybe either nashville and or charlottesville va, then back to dc/md
the gap between dallas and asheville is huge - i have to figure that area out

trickle....

at work the shit hitting the fan has been trickling down
and i am strting to suffer
even though i am not in management now....

i used to be and know how much it sucks at times....

i feel sorry for the sous chf at my job
i don't want to be in his shoes at all - plus he's a good dude

meh

brownies

1 cup bittersweet chocolate chips
¾ cup unsalted butter ( 1 & 1/2 sticks )
1 ½ cup brown sugar
1 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon vanilla
3 teaspoons curry powder
4 large eggs
1 1/4 cup All Purpose flour


place butter, and chocolate in saucepan. heat over low heat until butter has melted.
place sugar, flour, salt, curry powder, and eggs in a mixing bowl.Stir in the chocolate

In a greased 9x13 pan pour brownie mixture and bake in 350 degree oven for 20 minutes.

in a small sauce pan over low heat, melt the butter, chocolate, vanilla and curry powder.
in a mixing bowl mix together brown sugar, flour, salt and eggs.

add the chocolate mixture to the mixing bowl with the brown sugar, flour and eggs.
mix until everything is combined

in a well greased 9x13 pan. put the brownie mixture and bake in a 350 degree over for 20 minutes. cool, cut and enjoy with either chai tea or a really good coffee from sumatra.

elmo sorry.....

it's your birthday......

happy birthday sarah h.

enjoy.....

.....zig zag

what do you do when the woman you should be married to is already married?

this?


i wish i could just let go sometimes but my programming forces me not to....

jessica simpson mourns her dog....

"anyone who lives in the southwest, knows that when a dog or cat is taken
by a coyote - that they will not be back - they are what you would call lunch
the same reason quail have so many children, because a certain percentage will go towards the circle of life....



this is another keyword test.....

rufusal

i refuse to let my one life highlight
involve telling random stories of how i dated that girl from the movie swordfish
geez, that was over 6 years ago and i've plateaued since then
- looking ahead for ether ( either )
a hill to climb or a hill to descend
both hills
both strenuous to my legs.....
who needs that?


if you're interested here she is.

i am a luckdragon.....

this is running into whirlpools as we speak.
the water is cold
but spirited.

i am being counter-intuitive
believing that time is relative
i don't even wear watches anymore
the stress makes me nervous
and i dont like standing still, waiting

i am forcing myself to write in this again

" I love you " - and other stories from a crack head

i have one crackhead living with me in my apartment right now
- it's not what it seems. the term " crackhead " means the apt is dirty -
depending on the degree of dis-array - is directly in relation of how many crackhead live in my apt - so one is not that bad


i am restless - wanting to go, but looking out windows waiting for rain....
and a break to this heat, the desert dries you out, turns you browner,
my stalker from my previous job just got married - so i can't even call having a stalker a success anymore - or a successful stalker - anyway

i am forcing myself to write in this again... and it's not working
i am exhausted, need new shoes, and need to eat a weeks worth of vegetables.....

Hello ma'am, would you be interested
In some sexual positions and emotional investments ?