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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

times are a changing.....


yes - they are a changing

i think every single person makes a list like this
its standard practice - your top 3 or top 5 - those who got away - or those who you should have married etc.... i have one - and no i am not going to name names
that would not be in anyone's best interest at this point

but i have recently realized i have had this same list for the past 5 years
and it is still a list - nothing has changed - well
two of the top three are unattainable - but they have always been
i just decided to think outside the box....

and the other - i had to fight for time with - and i lost that fight
so what does this mean.... i probably wont get married
and kids are out of the question at this point in time

so what does that mean - back to square one i guess -
i was supposed to take the year off and spend it doing me things
but that only lasted a few months - so i am really looking forward
to my trip - to disappear for a while - let things in y life cycle back
to the beginning and start over..

who knows maybe this time it will work out for the best.

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