still

ok - - I have a few things going on - well not really - just one " event " this weekend.
I think it will be good for me to get out of my normal routine for now - which is sleep eat and dodge missles and icbm's. Oh since i had vacation hours paid out to me when i was laid off ( 80 ) and severance and my regular two week pay check - I am now not eligible for unemployment????
REALLY?

so - I don't really know what that means other than that I hope to be working soon
like secure something - soon but I really am not excited to work thanksgiving.


still this last week and a half - the strangest time of my life to date...

i just wake up in the morning and shake my head.