ok ok - technically its monday - 45 minutes into monday -
so i post one before bed - i had an interesting few days - i did absolutely
nothing for thanksgiving - the first time i did nothing in like 15 years - not working on the holiday - if i wasn't working id be cooking somewhere or going over to someone's house etc etc -
so it was really nice - considering doing the same for christmas - but i feel my luck will run out
dead
i had a dead line for this " decision " on how the rest of my life will be spent
but that's ridiculous - i can't even plan out my tomorrow -
i still have a deadline to decide whether or not to go back east for the holidays
half of me wants to but the other half doesn't -
it goes back to the youngest child syndrome - not sure if it is really a syndrome
but no matter how old you are whenever the " family " gets back together
everyone assumes the usual family role - so i will always be the youngest and treated that way - so going back to that environment - is not what i had in mind to ring in the new year with..... but
well
i don't know.....
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