for all intents and purposes

sex is complicated....
seriously - especially when its based around lies
( i know everyone can relate )

but given the circumstances.- all i was looking for was a one night stand -
well actually i wasn't looking for anything - it just happened
it was a void filler - i just lost my job and i was reaching for anything

but we both lied to each other and i feel sort of - not bad because it was mutual lies - but sort of indifferent - im usually not like that -

some of the lies - in no particular order - and not specified authors

marriage
age
children and age of children
being out of town but actually not
saying we enjoyed the sex
degree of like-ness ( one of us liked the other one a lot more )
saying that we usually don't do this unless in a relationship

just a few... like i said - pretty much par for the course
but i felt like writing about it -

i regret nothing it was a few days that will go down in my ever
evolving very interesting life

did i learn anything yeah -
will i change my habits - not sure