Censorship

i am usually all for censorship....
wait I'm usually all for speaking my mind - but sometimes
I tend to censor my words on here
most of the times dealing with my private private life
I'll try to be better -
i guess at times it can be a bit scary - i don't know who is even reading this
which is why i started this - for anonymity

but i know some of the people reading this
and i tend to hold back because
i don't want what i say to be held against me
or held over my head like a cross or some sort
of burden....

I don't know
oh is it ok for me to be attracted to women who could possibily be my daughter's age
if i had a child when i was 15?
yeah ... no